I've Been Tagged la

'Someone who doesn't want to be known' (u know who u r, kan?) tagged me, so here it goes:

Layer One: On the Outside
Name: 1na @ onena @ wana
Birthdate: 18 July 1977 (dah 30 tahun dah)
Current status: Alhamdullillah sihat, mengantuk sikit,
Eye color: Dark brown
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty.

Layer Two: On the Inside
My heritage: ada keturunan mamak sikit campur melayu. Alas my sons ada mix mamak dan jawa, so jadi 'JAMAK'
My fears: Allah SWT
My Weaknesses: Chocolate
My perfect pizza: None

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My thoughts first thing when I wake up: My hubby's evening shift starts today!!
My bedtime: By 10pm (have to cope up with my boys la)
My most missed memory: When I'm much slimmer. Known as red tag during my uni life. Hehehehehehehe jgn gelak ok

Layer Four: My picks
Pepsi or Coke: None
Mc Donald's or Burger King: McDonald tp tak pergi ushar orang tau ;)
Single or Group Dates: Single ler
Adidas or Nike: Tak pernah beli pun
Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappucino

Layer Five: Do I
Smoke: No
Curse: Depend on mood and senario
Take a shower: Morning and evening, if kat opis boleh mandi pun I nak mandi
Have a crush: Dulu-dulu masa dgn hubby
Think I've Been In love: Yes and still in love with hubby, alhamdullillah
Go to school: No
Want to get married: Still I am
Believe in myself: Most of the time.
Think I'm a health freak: When the guilty feelings arrives hehehe

Layer Six: In the past month
Drank alcohol: No
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: No
Eaten Sushi: No
Dyed your hair: No

Layer Seven: Have I ever
Played a stripping game: No
Changed who I am to fit in: No. Love being myself

Layer Eight: Age
I am hoping to be married: By 25 years old. Emm kalau tahun memang 25 thn tp kalau ikut bulan baru 24 thn. hehehehe Citer lama, dah 2 anak dah pun

Layer Nine: What was I doing
1 min ago: Doing this tag
1 hour ago: play carrom
4.5 hours ago: Shredding tonnes of documents!!
1 month ago: Pergi Manjalara, lawat mama baru lepas keluar wad HKL
1 year ago: Balik Penang, tengok adik (Faiz - 4 bulan). Ambik adik balik
Putrajaya. Missed ICT Family Day kat Morib.

Layer Ten: Finish The Sentence
I love: my family
I feel: sleepy right now
I hate: child abuser
I hide: of course la secrets.. but do I have any secrets?
I need: more time and moneh...

Layer Eleven: Tag 5 people
Emmm As I don't think there are 5 peoples who have been reading my blog. So, I tagged TudungOren and anybody who read this piece.. cheers up people ;) hehehehe

Thank u for tagging me 'Someone who doesn't want to be known' hehehehe

DugaanNya : Part II

Selepas fit tu, adik tidur jer sebab effect ubat yang dimasukkan. tapi dia tidur tak nyenyak. merengek2 jer dia. dalam pukul 9.30pm, dr cadangkan supaya dibuat ctscan. Takut ada pendarahan otak. Aku benarkan.

Alhamdullillah takde sebarang pendarahan otak. sepanjang malam aku tak putus2 berdoa dan nurse suruh lap badan sebab dia demam.

Esoknya, masa dr2 round wad. Dr Fazilah (dr lain) bgtau yg diaorg nak observe fit dia dan kalau ok esok atau lusa boleh keluar. Tapi rupa2nya dr mlm sebelumnya dah start antibiotik. Dr bagitau kalau dah start antibiotik and kalau tak buat bone marrow (nak check ada infection tak pd otak), adik kena antibiotik utk 10 ke 15 hari. Kalau result bone marrow ok, 5 hari dah boleh balik. aku tanya macam2 pasal side effect sbb aku pernah dengar citer yg lumpuh la slps buat bone marrow. Dr bgtau yg procedure nie memang diaorang selalu buat. aku cakap nak bincang dgn husband. bila husband dtg, dengar pendapat dr, kitaorg setuju.

masa nak buat procedure tu, adik diberi ubat tidur. lepas dia tidur, aku diminta dukung adik masuk bilik procedure. aku kena keluar tak boleh tengok. kat luar aku resah. takut2 tersalah cucuk ker dan bukan2 di fikiran aku. sampai ada dr cina lelaki ckp kat aku, "mummy, mummy jgn risau. semua ok, tunggu di katil saja" about 5 minutes later, nurse dukung adik keluar. aku tengok ada plaster besar kat belakang dia. Nurse maklumkan supaya dia tidur baring telentang for at least 4 hours. aku pandang dan usap2 muka adik. pilu hati aku. adik masa kecil dan terpaksa melalui semua ini.

dr maklumkan ada 2 jenis test pada air tulang belakang tu (3 titis saja). test awal dilihat melalui scope, test selanjutnya nak tengok samada kuman tumbuh atau tak, makan masa 2-3 hari. alhamdullillah first test, result ok.

Alhdullillah semua result ok. tak dak any complication. Fit sebab demam panas. Cuma dr pesan kat aku kena jaga dua perkara :

1. Masa demam - kena control temperature dia. Lap badan dia supaya panas cepat keluar.
2. Masa fit - jgn panik, mengiringkan dia, jgn masuk dalam mulut sebarang objek. kalau lebih 5 minit, bawa ke Hospital.

Dalam tempoh yang sama jugak, muiz demam plak. tapi on dan off. Alhamdullillah masa hari kedua di wad. family aku dari penang datang. boleh tengokkan muiz. tapi hari jumaat tu, muiz still demam. so aku bawak dia p emergency. disumbat ubat bontot, dilap dan dr bagi sukatan yang baru. rupanya muiz under dose. sebab berat dia dah 20 kg. kena ambik 14ml paracetamol (120mg, kalau uphamol (250mg) - 7ml).

Masa nak discaj (jumaat pagi), dr check ada bunyi sikit paru2 adik. dr nak tahan, aku cakap aku nak keluar sebab dia dah tak demam dan adik stress plus aku pun stress. dr bg gas sekali dan petang tu masa aku dok lap muiz kat ED, adik aku sms kata faiz boleh keluar. alhamdullillah.

Balik rumah, aku plak yang flat (demam selsema)...

Yg penting faiz dan muiz dah sihat dan selamat. Amin

Ini semua cuma dugaan dan peringatanNya kepada aku agar jgn lalai lagi. Insyaallah aku akan bayar nazar puasa aku dengan segera.

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Gambar Faiz di Wad 2C, Hospital Putrajaya 2-6 April 2007

DugaanNya

Alhamdullillah, result Faiz tak dak any complication... Ini semua adalah dugaan dariNya. Aku kena sabar dan tabah menghadapinya.

Part I :

Last week (2/4/07) sebelah pagi, Faiz (anak kedua saya) ada appointment dengan Dr Paed disebabkan second episode of so called Asthma attack 2/1/07 dan 17/3/07). Dr check katanya ok cuma environment kat rumah kena jaga. Contohnya no pets, no permaidani, no soft toys etc yang boleh trigger attack. Tapi masa tu dia batuk sikit dan demam. Dr bagi paracetamol, sabutamol dan ubat selsema. Balik tengahari tu, aku terus bagi ubat demam dan tidurkan dia.

Dalam pukul 2 lebih, dia dah pecah peluh (kebah) sampai kepala faiz basah lencun. Aku call mak tanya boleh mandi tak ? So, aku mandi pakai ari suam. Faiz tidur balik tapi tak berapa nyenyak.. Hubby aku tengokkan dia sambil aku uruskan muiz. Pukul 3.40 aku keluar pi food court, P8 cari nasik dan sup. So lepas beli, aku balik lebih kurang pukul 4.15 ptg. masa sampai guruh dah berdentum dentam. aku letak nasi, berebut akan kain. Masa nie faiz dah jaga dan merengek2 dgn hubby. Aku cakap, "Kejap dik, mak angkat kain jap". Lepas angkat kain, aku bukak nasi, sup and bg muiz makan sendiri dan aku nak bagi faiz makan. masa tu hubby baringkan faiz depan
tv.

Suddenly, hubby cakap, 'eh apsal nie, adik mengigil'. aku letak nasi, tengok dia... Mata adik dah pandang atas, badan mengigil. aku dukung, aku urut2 kening dia biar mata dia tengok bawah. but still tak berubah. hubby cakap, jom p emergency.

Aku dukung masuk kereta, hubby ambik muiz dan terus pi emergency Hospital Putrajaya. Masa kat triage, MA tu check temperature - 37 C. tapi muka adik dah biru sikit. terus masuk dalam dan pasang oksigen. Dr datang dan tanya all sort of Q. tiba2 mata adik terkelip2 (mata masih pandang atas, tp badan masih lembut). Dr ED kata dr paed akan datang untuk evaluate. B

ila dr paed dtg, tanya lagi soalan samada adik demam. aku cakap memang demam tp dah kebah. Dr cakap kata adik kena tarik so kena warded. adik plak, lepas serangan mata terkelip2 tu, dia macam bingung. mata tak nak pandang aku walaupun aku panggil. Sedih betul hati aku masa tu. aku tau itu bukan diri dia. so adik ditolak ke wad.

Sampai di wad (lebih kurang 6.45pm), adik ditempatkan di katil 11, wad 2c. hubby dan muiz pun naik sekali. hubby minta aku balik dan siapkan barang, biar dia tunggu sekejap. so pukul 7pm aku dan muiz balik. mandi dan siapkan barang, pkl 8pm aku dan muiz keluar ke hospital semula. sampai di pintu wad jer, hubby aku keluar tergesa2 dan inform aku adik kena fit semula. Hanya Allah saja tau perasaan aku masa tu. Aku sampai di katil adik, dr dan nurse dah keliling dah. adik dipakaikan oksigen mask, adik dimengiringkan ke kanan, kaki dan tangan dan kejang dan bengkok di pergelangan kaki dan tangan. mata adik pejam tapi suara dia memang menyayat hati aku. aku rasa helpless, tak berdaya nak meringankan kesakitan dia. dr masukkan ubat, drip air dalam badan.

Hubby dan muiz dah balik sebab muiz menganggu. aku baca segala macam ayat Quran dan hembus kat adik. aku urut dan bengkok kaki dan tangan adik. aku tak lepaskan pegang tangan adik kanan adik. aku tak berdaya nak tolong dia. Hanya Allah tahu betapa sedih, sayu hati aku. Aku tak putus2 berdoa kepada Allah SWT. Hampir 45 minit adik diserang. Bila dah kurang sikit, barulah lembut kaki dan tangan adik dan terus adik tidur.

Kemudian aku teringat insiden masa tengahari tu masa tunggu appointment, adik nak tidur so, aku tidurkan dia dalam pelukan aku sambil goyang2 badan. so bila adik bangun, dia senyum tengok aku dan cium2 muka aku. aku terharu betul masa tu sbb adik tak pandai lagi nak cium2/sayang orang. aku rasa seolah2 dia nak bagitau aku something kat aku tp aku tak faham.
rupa2nya ....

Maaf aku sambung kemudian sebab aku dah menangis nie....

Sizzling Yi MI

Facts about Sizzling Yi Mi :

1. Pernah bergaduh dgn hubby (masa courting) pasal salah dengar (over the
phone) ttg sizzling yi mi.... Fikir balik, malu giler sebab saya yang
salah dengar.

2. My son's favorite. Kalau panas, dia minta suap sikit2. Kalau dah sejuk,
dia minta suap banyak2.

3. Ada sizzling rice, sizzling noodle, sizzling yi mi, sizzling kue tiau

4. So far, yang sedap saya rasa di Rasa Food Court, Alamanda. Rasanya
tempat lain ada yang lagi sedap.

5. My hubby's favorite too... Kalau dia makan, and muiz minta, riak muka
dia cam kedekut jer hehehehehe

6. Tudung saya pastu akan kotor walaupun extra careful while eating it.

7. Sekejap sangat masakan nie siap. sebabnya semua sudah disediakan, cuma
tambah yi mi jer. Kuah dah siap masak, sawi dah siap di celur, ayam dalam
kuah, pecah telur jer. Saya suka sebab ada cili kering yang dipotong kecil
dan boleh tambah cili jeruk hehehehe.

p/s : tengah puasa nie, itu pasal melalut pasal makanan plak. Ish bukak
posa makan sizzling yi mi jer la, boleh ?

Alphabet Tag

Ditag oleh kak sya... so here it goes

A is for age: 29 tahun

B is for beverage of choice: Air kosong dan air limau nipis

C is for career right now: IT Officer

D is for your dog's name: Sorry, tak dak.. Geli hehehehe

E is for essential item you use everyday: Facial Cleanser, Soap, Pumice,
Deodorant, Talcum Powder, Lip gloss

F is for favorite TV shows at the moment: House, CSI, Oliver Twist,
Pocoyo, PB & J Otter, Handy Manny (Nak buat camne.. asyik kena ikut anak2
punya selera jer)

G is for favorite game: Sudoko, Squash

H is for home town: Sungai Nibong, Penang

I is for instruments you've played/play: Recorder (masa sekolah rendah dulu)

J is for favorite juice: Limau Nipis Sundae (minuman special kat Restoran
D'limau Nipiz, Bangi)

K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: Child abuser and org yang buang
bayi… Tak dak per kemanusiaan. But itu antara tanda2 akhir zaman kan?

L is for last restaurant you ate at: Semalam kat Malee Tomyam, Dengkil.
Baru dapat gaji belanja family hehehe

M is for marriage: Wife and mom to 2 active boys (Alhamdullillah)

N is for your full name: S*** S***** @ 1na @ One-na @ wana

O is for overnight hospital stays: HPP, H Sultanah Aminah (JB)- patah
kaki, H Putrajaya - Muiz dan Faiz

P is for people you were with today: Hubby, Muiz, Faiz, k/sapiah
(babysitter), officemate.

Q is for quote: Bukan senang nak jadi senang

R is for biggest regret/mistake: Suka bertekak/bergaduh dengan orang
tersayang (parents/hubby/adik2) hehehehe

S is for status: Married

T is for time you woke up today : 6.15 am

U is for the underwear you're wearing right now: Skin color

V is for vegetables you love: Baby corn, cabbage, tomato

W is for worst habit: Kentut sepuas hati waktu pagi

X is for x-rays you've had: Emmm lama dah tak buat nie

Y is for yummy food you ate today: Nasi Ayam, bukan nasi nak bagi ayam
makan hehehehe

Z is for zodiac sign: Cancer

Why do we read Quran, even we can't understand not even a single

This is beautiful story ...

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.

One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book.What good does reading the Qur'an do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house.

The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.

This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.

Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.

The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.

The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket." The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.

"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an.You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

Jazakallahukhairank athira... .

"It is better to try and fail, than not try at all"

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